First post, and at three in the morning on a school night.

Yep. Title kind of describes some of it. I am such a devoted tech-head... Three in the morning. School night. College.

But for good reason. I can't sleep. Nightmares. I've been getting those a lot lately, and not just when I'm asleep. Is that a good reason?

First things first.

Thanks to the person who helped me find what the heck I am doing. A much-needed little surprise in life. But then again, I could just look in the mirror and take my glasses off... but having shockingly blue, almost reflective eyes kind of gets old after the fiftieth time, huh. *note: in my profile picture, the color is a bit messed up because I had to resize it a bit to get it to fit and because of red-eye reduction. Light is usually a good thing- it lets me see where stuff is so I do not trip over it. But it can be annoying. (People actually have been so surprised by my eye color that one person actually jumped backward into a wall. Hm.)

Thanks to the person who kicked me into telling them the truth. I needed that, but when they kicked me, it hurt. Perhaps I should plot my revenge... or not. What is your opinion? (Now add a little evil laugh to that. No, wait, do not... evil laughs and my russian accent do not mix well.)

This is turning out to be a longer post than I expected. Just read if you want to, no one is stopping you. But no one is stopping you from tapping the little X button that closes the window and makes me stop talking, either. Hm.

Thanks to the person who is keeping me alive. I owe her a lot.

Now, a demented thanks to the person causing my nightmares. I owe you a lot, but a lot of it is something I want to give you.

I see your dirty face

High behind your collar

What is done

In vain

Truth is hard to swallow

So you pray to him

To justify the way you

Live a lie, live a lie, live a lie.

To the person mentioned at the top of my list, right after First things first:

Read the lyrics above. You know how I live... and I'm offering to tell you what the lie is. Then you'll know the truth. What do you say? I have to start somewhere, just help me a little more?

Yes. My input on the world... or worlds. K's, if you will.